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  She was never that lucky. Sage continued to stare at the wall, her fingers tightening in Nali’s fur.

  “Look at me, wild one.”

  Sage stared harder at the shadows.

  She heard him sigh before he moved to kneel before her, cutting off her view of the wall. She focused on staring at the laces of his shirt.

  “I know you’re angry with me.”

  Angry didn’t even begin to describe how she felt.

  Another sigh. “You needed protection, and this was the only way I could protect you.”

  “By drugging me?” she whispered, still not looking up.

  “You know the dangers of jungles. I needed to transport you safely. The risk is too high, and you’re too important.”

  Her gaze flew to his face. He was serious. His expression showed tender emotion and something deeper than passing affection. She hid her dawning horror at this revelation and forced herself to remain still as he cupped her cheek. “Don’t hide from me. I hate it.”

  “I’m right here,” she whispered.

  “Don’t lie to both of us. You’re a thousand leagues away, Sage. I know the symptoms. I invented them.”

  She swallowed and focused back on his laces. “I can’t move my arms,” she said, changing the subject.

  “It will be a while until you can.”

  He pushed back from the bedroll and began unlacing his shirt.

  “What are you doing?” she asked in a high voice.

  “Undressing. It’s time for bed.”

  Panic fluttered in her breast, and her breathing turned shallow. She was completely at his mercy. She couldn’t fight back even if she wanted to. He stilled and cocked his head.

  “Hell…” He dropped his hands with a scowl. “I’m not going to accost you. Have I not told you that? I will never take from you!”

  She didn’t believe him for one second, and her expression must have shown it, because he let out an irritated huff as he jerked off his boots before stomping to the bedroll, pulling back the fur covering her, and sliding in. Her heart pounded as he rested on one elbow and leaned over her, earning a growl from Nali.

  He glared at the beast, then looked back to her. “I’ve not ever taken from you, have I?” he demanded.

  “No,” she whispered, conscious of the fact he had complete control. Now was not the time to challenge him.

  He scanned her face and brushed a stray hair from her cheek. “I regret what happened that night. I’ve never been that close to losing myself. It sickens me when I think of it.”

  Sage didn’t regret it, not one bit. It had shown her who he truly was, and she now understood that the other person she’d come to know was merely a persona, one invented for her benefit.

  “I hate that it was necessary,” he whispered. “Do you think I liked seeing you chained to my wall?” He shook his head, his hair brushing her face. “I hated every moment of your punishment. It hurt me as much as it hurt you.”

  Sage doubted that, but still she remained silent. She was getting good at that these days.

  “One day, you’ll understand. I wait for that day,” he whispered and pressed his lips to her cheek. He pulled back, a tender smile on his face. “Until then, I can content myself with only holding you.”

  Zane wiggled his arm underneath her head, twisted her to face Nali, and pulled her into his arms.

  She squeezed shut her eyes as he curled his large body around her, holding her like she was precious, even though she already carried scars from his cruelty. She inhaled sharply when his other arm snaked across her waist and rested against her stomach. Her moment of alarm passed quickly, though, as the warmth of his body cocooned her and fatigue settled over her.

  “Are you hungry?” His breath moved the loose hair around her ear.

  The idea of food did not appeal. “No.”

  Warm lips brushed the skin below her ear. “All right, love.”

  Goosebumps broke out along her arms at the whispered endearment. His hand moved from her stomach and passed along her arm, soothing her goosebumps even as he caused more to erupt. Her skin prickled, hyperaware of him as he intertwined his fingers with hers, the metal of his ring kissing her. He turned her hand and brushed his fingers along her wrist.

  “Sleep, wild one.”

  She hissed as something pricked her wrist. “Again?” she asked, not even shocked that he’d drugged her.

  “For your protection. When you wake, we’ll be at the palace.”

  “You mean the prison,” she slurred as Nali faded into a black blob.

  “My prison,” he whispered, and darkness once again claimed her.

  Awareness came to her in the form of warmth. Sunlight filtered through her eyelids and warmed her face. Her fingers twitched, and then brushed over the material under her. A bed. It was a real bed, so they weren’t still traveling. Sage took stock of her body, flexing her fingers and toes. Her muscles were stiff, but at least she could move them this time.

  With care, she rolled to the side and scooted just out of the light. Cracking her eyes, she took stock of her new prison. Two huge doors were opened toward her, revealing a sprawling red stone balcony that boasted a view unlike any she’d ever seen. She stumbled to her feet, lurching toward the balcony. Pain stabbed at her temples and her stomach heaved, but none of that mattered. She gasped, and tears poured down her face when the cool breeze wound around her. She was outside, finally. So many emotions coursed through her. She blinked several times, trying to remember the last time she’d seen the sun.

  Smiling, she leaned on the intricately-carved railing to get a better view and then gasped. The balcony hung in the air, a two-hundred-foot drop below her. Pine trees stood like giants on the mountainside below, and red sand peeked out between them.

  They had to be in Nagali.

  She craned her neck. Above her, similar balconies adorned what seemed to be a castle, and the structure itself had been built into the mountainside. It amazed her how seamlessly the castle blended into the rock. Her gaze traced the exotically-upturned roofs, and the way each story of the castle was smaller than the last, reminding her of a tall, castle-sized cake.

  Prying her eyes from the architectural marvel, she turned back to the view. It was stunning and foreign. Part of her mourned for the land. How no one now enjoyed its beauty. Part of her was in awe that she’d get to experience something that she’d only read about in books.

  Her eyes still watered at the bright light, but she didn’t care. She was outside. She didn’t realize how much of her longed for the outdoors, craved it. Dark green forest and red sand gave way to more familiar trees and golden fields. Her heart squeezed in her chest, and another tear slipped down her face for another reason entirely.

  Aermia. Home was so close, and yet so far away. It was a cruel joke.

  She shot a glance at the open doorway. She could spare herself the pain and go back inside, not force herself to gaze upon what she’d lost, but she didn’t. She craved the view. While she felt pain and loss, she also enjoyed the beauty and the freedom of being out there, and it was more than she’d had in a long time. So, she sank to her knees and took it in, sitting until her butt went numb and the sun had moved across the sky.

  The air was colder now, and a shiver worked through her, though she still didn’t move. The sunset was the most beautiful thing she’d ever seen, the sky painted with rich reds, oranges, and purples.

  “It’s beautiful, isn’t it?”

  Sage barely kept herself from jumping at the sound of his voice. Slowly, she turned to the warlord. He stood, arms and legs crossed, one shoulder leaning against the stone wall. The wind ruffled his inky hair, giving him a softer, tousled look. But it was a lie, just like everything else about him. Her traitorous heart flipped when he gave her a lopsided smile and pushed off the wall, holding his hand out for her. She slipped her small hand into his large one and allowed him to pull her to her feet.

  Zane spun her to face the sunset and wrapped his arms ar
ound her, his chin resting on her head. “You like your view?”

  She swallowed and nodded.

  “Did you sit out here all afternoon?”

  “Yes. It’s beautiful.”

  “I hoped you would.” He paused and hugged her tighter. “There’s something wild and exotic about this land that makes it easy to lose yourself in it.” Zane lifted a hand and pointed to the far-off river. “Our company will arrive soon.”

  Sage squinted and then gaped when she spotted what he was pointing at. It was an army. “Who is it?” she asked, her heart pounding in her chest.

  He pulled his hand back and rested it on her beating heart. “The Aermian council.”

  Her pulse kicked up another notch. “Why?”

  “The time has come for treaty negotiations.”

  “A treaty?” She all but choked.

  “Rather boring business, but something we must discuss nonetheless. Come.”

  She took one last glance at the fading sunset and followed him in. Sage took in the rooms as he went about closing and barring the doors.

  The walls were a soft cream fresco, accented with a few colorful mosaics. One particular scene was of a red dragon drawn on the wall across from the bed. She walked up to it and ran her hand along the dragon’s scales, fascinated. Had they used jewels to create this picture?

  “I should’ve known you’d be enticed by the dragons.”

  Sage jerked her hand from the mosaic like she had been caught doing something naughty. Spinning on her heel, she eyed the warlord. “It’s beautiful.”

  He shook his head ruefully and began rolling his sleeves up. “Out of all the pictures that caught your eye, it was the abominations that drew your attention.”

  “The stones caught my eye,” she said, knowing it was only half the truth.

  “They’re rubies,” the warlord said. “The palace is filled with them.”

  The room fell silent, the only sound the crackling of the fire.

  The warlord let out a sigh and moved to one of two large chairs placed beside the fire. He turned them to face each other and then sat down. He glanced at her and held out a hand. “Please sit.”

  His serious tone turned her blood to ice. Cautiously, she moved to the seat across from him, doing as he requested. She clasped her trembling hands together and held her breath, waiting for him to speak. The intensity of his gaze made her want to squirm, but instead, she straightened and lifted her chin. If things were going to be bad, she wasn’t going to cower in her chair.

  “Tomorrow, the Aermian delegation arrives.”

  She stayed silent.

  “And along with them, the crown prince.”

  Tehl was coming with them? How stupid. Sage kept her face carefully blank as the warlord scrutinized her reaction to his words.

  “You will need to be on your best behavior when they arrive.”

  “I’ll see them?” she asked.

  His smile held a dangerous edge. “Yes, from my side.”

  His words settled in. She was going to stand at his side, like a traitor, like the consort he was always calling her. Bile burned the back of her throat, but she held herself in check. “Is there anything else I should know?”

  The warlord leaned forward and pulled one of her clenched hands from her lap, lacing his fingers through hers. She stared at their hands and prepared herself for what would come.

  “Know that attempted escape will result in quick and violent retribution.” His hand squeezed hers. “Look at me.”

  She lifted her eyes at the command and felt as if the world had dropped away. Heat simmered in his gaze, but his expression was all calculation.

  His lips curled up on one side. “If you make a mockery out of me, I will destroy your friend, then the Aermian delegation, and then everything you hold dear.”

  He said this casually, as if he were merely speaking of the weather. It chilled her to the bone. He meant every word. She could see it in his eyes.

  Sage swallowed past the lump in her throat and spoke in a low tone, like she was trying to soothe a dangerous beast. “And what do I tell my husband?”

  He jerked her out of her chair and onto her knees in front of him. Her knees stung as he traced her face with one fingertip.

  “He’s not your husband, wild one.” His hand skimmed up to the thorn collar and settled around her throat. He squeezed once gently, just enough for her to know he had complete control and held her life in that moment. “Do you know what this collar represents?”

  She forced out a soft, “No,” and was pleased with how her voice didn’t shake.

  “In Scythia, it is not just a method by which women adorn themselves, it is a statement of ownership. Of marriage.” His nose rubbed against her temple. “Where do you think your cuff custom originates from? Scythia,” he breathed. “You may have been married to the enemy, but it was never consummated. But my claim…” His lips curled against her hair. “It’s been validated by a doctor.”

  Sage gasped and jerked back, staring into his dark eyes. “That’s a lie!”

  A lazy grin spread across his face. “Is it? How could you prove otherwise? You’ve been unconscious for five days. And if any of the delegation ask about your room arrangements, they’ll be made aware of the fact that you’ve been sleeping in my bed for months.”

  Horror filled her. He was right. To anyone on the outside, it would seem like everything he was saying was true. And then, something dawned on her. The execution. It had been for show, for his people to bear witness that she was standing at his side. If anyone from the Aermian council looked at the evidence, it would seem very much like she was a traitor. A bitter laugh escaped her, causing surprise to flash across the warlord’s face.

  “That was disgustingly ingenious. You are a monster after all.”

  He smiled. “A monster to some, a hero to others. Who’s to say what I am to you?”

  “My death,” she breathed.

  “And your life,” he whispered.

  Tehl

  The day had come.

  He patted down his horse, murmuring soft words to the beast. “We have a long way to go, Wraith, and this time, we’ll have a companion.” He flicked a glance at the mare behind them. “But I need you to act honorably, okay? We don’t have time for your attitude. Sage’s mount will be spending a lot of time with us, so just get used to it.” Wraith nickered and nudged his pocket. Tehl pulled out the apple piece he’d placed inside it and held it out. “Be good.”

  Tehl spun and faced the mare creeping up on him. She was tall, around sixteen hands, with a bold face and an off-center stripe on her face. He plucked the other quarter of an apple and held it out to her with a smile at how her ears perked. “You and I are newly acquainted, but I promise you’ll like me once you get to know me.” The mare stepped forward and lipped the apple, crunching down happily. He stroked a hand down her neck and patted her chest. “There’s a good girl. You’ll like your new mistress. She’s a little like you. Beautiful, smart, and spirited.”

  “We’re ready,” Sam said, striding toward him. Right behind him were Rafe and the Scythian woman, scowling at his side.

  “Is she secured?” he asked his brother.

  “As much as possible. Lilja and Rafe will ride next to her. I doubt she’ll give us much trouble. We’re taking her home.”

  Blaise shifted her glare from the rebellion leader to Tehl. Something about her troubled him. It was obvious she hated them, but it also seemed like she was afraid. But why? What was she afraid of? Going home?

  “Are you ready?” Sam said, interrupting his thoughts.

  Tehl shook his head and patted the mare once more, and then moved to Wraith. “Let’s ride.”

  He was about to hop into the saddle when a familiar voice stopped him from doing so. He glanced over his shoulder to catch Gwen pushing through soldiers and warhorses. He released the saddle and turned toward her as she barreled into him. Surprise, then affection, blindsided him as the petite woman wrapped he
r arms around him in a fierce hug.

  “Bring her back to us,” she muttered into his vest.

  Tehl squeezed once and then released her. “I’ll do my best.”

  Gwen scanned his face and then cupped his cheek. “Take care of yourself. You’re part of the family now, too.”

  Emotion clogged his throat. “Thank you.”

  She graced him with one last smile and wrapped Sam in the same fierce embrace. The Blackwells were an unexpected gift that Sage had brought with her into their marriage. Determination filled him as he swung up and into the saddle. He’d bring Sage home. If for nothing else, for the sake of her family.

  Tehl squatted by the Potam River and stared at its dark surface, reflecting on the last few days. They’d been long and exhausting as they rode hard toward the Kugami Mountains. The small army that followed his retinue slowed them down considerably, which kept Tehl in a foul mood. He scowled at the water. If it had been just him and a smaller party, they would have arrived in a few days, not eight. He glanced at the silent, dark mountains which grew larger every day, and prayed they’d arrive soon. Time was of the essence.

  A sharp puff of air left his lips as he splashed the icy water over his face and across the back of his neck. If it weren’t so cold, he’d be tempted to bathe, but he could see his breath. It wouldn’t be long until fall waned and gave way to winter.

  He cast a glance over his shoulder at the camp of men. Scattered fires were burning like fireflies in the night, illuminating the outlines of the faithful protectors of his kingdom. He shouldn’t be so negative about their presence. They were heroes in their own right and were necessary for this plan to work.

  He turned back to the water’s edge, his reflection shining in the moonlight. He peered at himself. It was a rough, hardened stranger who gazed back at him. Black bags had permanently made camp beneath his eyes. During the day, he put what could be happening to Sage out of his mind, focusing on what he could control, but at night, there was nothing to occupy his mind. His lips pulled downward, and he stood, kicking at his watery reflection. He needed to stop moping and focus on what was most important.